ESME SO MANY LOVES OF MY LIFE

MOTHERS DAUGHTER
The beginning
In the beginning
there was kevin, a baby-boy
To that fact
I put this word
My love
She was a girl
I loved her
I named her Alison
She was beautiful

SAY MY NAME
I'd Like to say a little about being life
It was hard work
But I did all that I could
& if it was worthy I'd be it
It touched my heart sometimes
So my heart ached
With terrible burdens
So heavy to carry
I proved my worth
with hard heart
& heavy boots
& gladly did I say my name
So to prove my gladly did it

MY GARDEN
My love grows abundantly in my garden
Worthy of my attantion & care
The flowers always draw my eye
To speak of beauty beyond sentience
To tell the truth I love them
We speak of this between us truth
Being this gives me freedom
From the pain & suffering of my life
I tend my garden with care & joy
I see the light dancing within my garden
Calming the temper of my peace

MY HOLD UPON GLORY
My love to prove
My love to power
To say my name
I gladly did it
My name to prove
My name to power
My name to love
I gladly did it
Because my love to prove would be it
Because my name to love would prove it
To gladly prove my love I'd be it
My love to hold upon thee be it
To hold my love upon thee be it
To champion all my love would be it
To all my love would be it
& so to prove my love I'd be it
& so to paradise

THE WONDERS OF THE ILLUMINATTI MY LIGHT TO PERFECTION
Our relationship my son
Our relationship is this
I do hardy work for this my son
It is the light that I shine to
It is the beginning of happiness
It is the beginning of happiness that lives
I hold onto this my happiness
The light that is my happiness the light that is
The word of light is truth the happiness that is
So come to me for perfection the happiness that is
So come to light perfection the happiness that is
My love to happiness that is
My love to perfection that is

MY LOVE, MY TEARS, MY EMBRACE
Tears of love, tears of hate, a love of embrace, a love of bind & me
You are a love of embrace my son
My tears of love, my tears of hate, in your embrace are no bind
We would be the care of embrace
That is the tears of love, that is the tears of hate
I share the tears of love & the tears of hate in your embrace they are no bind
That is my tears of love, that is my tears of hate
One love my embrace this love for our embrace one love for our embrace this love is my embrace
The tears of embrace are kind to my heart the love of my life within them
The heart of my life would love to win them to settle my love would prove them
My heart would love to win them I am the dealer of my heart
& that would be the way that I want it to be I love to love & that would prove me

OUR HOUSE
My house is your house this is my house
In this house we bless this house & that house is my house
In that house we have love & understanding & that house is my house
To understand this house is to understand this house & my house is my house
To understand this house is my house & so to understanding this house my house
This house is my house & that is the understanding of my house
& so begin with 'esme' this house is my house & so to be with 'kevin' this house is- your house & that is my house
& to begin again this house is my house & this house is your house

ESME
What I had is what I had, what I have is what I have
Now what I had Is what I have & what I have is what I had
& that is what I have & that is what I had
I have energy in my name, I am esme the ghost
I like what I have more than what I had so to be it
& now what I have is what I had & that is what I have so to be it
To be it is to be it & that would please me to be it so that would be it
I am esme the ghost & that would be it

untitled
I've got a lot to say, for myself
Goals to achieve;  problems to solve
& the problems we will meet together & we will solve together
& the goals we will gain together to be forever
Of love of good tidings to all & love between us
That is the problems we meet & that is the goals we gain
Glad tidings we aim between us & together
Glad tidings for all between us & together
True colors will be forever & that is forever

KISSING
I love kisses
To talk my kind
I love kissing
The guy in mind
I love it
I really do
When my love kisses me
I feel good through & through
The kiss of love
Is the kiss of truth
So kiss with me
& kiss me do
Kissing family
So love me do
To tell the truth
I love you too

POEMS
I flourish
In the beauty
Of these spoken words
They create
A vision
Of my experiences
& I remember
Such empowering feelings
To feed the embrace of my soul
With my hearts divine light
I remember thee
& my soul would remember thee
To hearts content
My divine embrace
& the love of my life
Would be there
At my hearts embrace
To comfort & remember
My hearts embrace
I love this “My hearts embrace”

THIS IS US
This is us
This is love
& we are beautiful
Beyond death
Our happy family
Beautiful love
At the heart of our happy family
Is the joy of life