THIS STORY IS A VISION OF HELL DEFEATED BY GOD SPELLS
An explanation of my life
The story of suesrip ecraep nivel prime,

Dreams & nightmares.
	My childhood.
		The world so vast & I so small,
		The world so terrible & I so terrified,
		The world so many & I so alone.

		I rise to this, challenge,
		& my leg is broken
		I am 2years old;
		I rise again
		& my other leg is broken

		Asleep at night, I see only monsters
		& I am scared beyond screams, to awaken to sobbing tears

		The family pet dies, his name was prince, he was a dog
		I do not cry (am I brave?)
		I am 4years old.

		"No, please don't make me, please don't make me, I will not go , I will not go"
		I struggle as I am forcefully carried
		"You must go, you must go"
		& I cry & I cry
		These are my earliest memories of school
		I am 5years old.

		Her name is Sharon, she is my friend
		we sit together, at the back of the classroom
		she makes learning fun
		Our closeness is observed & frowned upon
		We are separated, our protests are ignored
		I am 6years old.

		The sports day event
		& teacher say's that I must participate
		"I am a dreadful athlete, I will fail, not only myself but also my class"
		I am given no choice;
		We stand at the starting-line,
		the pistol fires,
		I ignore the rules of the game & aim for the finishing-line at full pace
		incredibly, I am declared winner
		& so blatant my cheating
		I do not comprehend (the fools, the judges, the teachers, the spectators, -
		 the - other children) this loss of my peers.
		I am 10years old.

		I am introduced to the 'bad-boys'
		(decending into a disruptive child)
		& begin to see school as a folly
		I have learned to 'read & write' & I have a grasping of math & science
		So the time has arrived for me to become a delinquent
		I leave school behind & do not return
		I am 14years old.

		(during these years I have been plagued with the thoughts of others)

		& so to the school of life,
		filled with 'nazi's' & 'drug-addicts';
		The one place where I was free was the seat of my motorbike & the road
		the one place where my head was clear & focused
		the one place where my thoughts were my own.
		I am 17years old.

The return.
	Drug induced visions.
		With my motorbike sold, to aid a friend's drug induced ambition
		I sank into a lethargy of meaningless highs & lows
		& to my awakening of spirituality
		My mind was broken open
		& once again exposed to the thoughts of others
		'Nameless others'
		& as I was held up to the sky
		I looked for definition & answers
		& surrounded by denials I saw animals
		& I saw death

		A crow spoke "there is a dragon following, which do you choose"
		confused "I choose both"
		I began to write & in words I married crow to dragon & both to me
		There were three heads & they asked me to die three times
		another asked me to make a wish
		"I wish to live"
		another "have your wish"
		& upon the skeleton there grew flesh
		"the crow is a weak firebird"
		I am 19years old.

		& to the people of earth
		I was insane
		& to me
		the people of earth were insane;
		slowly human values slipped from me & the world mattered not
		for I had found a new place to abide
		a place in my mind
		& though still surrounded by a seeming hell
			I was not willing to relinquish this foothold.
		I am 20years old.

Elizabeth.
	To war.
		elizabath was beautiful
		elizabeth was a hippy
		I loved elizabeth
		& those others stole her from me
		& they took her to a place where I was plagued by her by her sorrow & her - 
		 sadness
		I chased them to set her free
		but they became the world & they swallowed her
		& taken by this madness
		I was at a loss
		& all that I could do was fight to that day when I would vanquish those others - 
		 from their very being.
		I am 23years old.

Pandora's box.
	Gods riddles.
		wars of time, wars of space, wars of dimensions,
		wars of gods, devils, angels, demons,
		wars of aliens & wars of men
		all have come to me & all for power
		& I have seen many fall, from shattered worlds to broken souls
		I have fought against all from kings to slaves, magicians to neighbours, -
		 blackholes to cutlery, planets to gemstones, spaceships to poisons, animals -
		 to robots, witches to ghosts
		so diverse are the weapons of madness
		& in the box was a spider & at the bottom of the box was a tiny hole & -
		 through that hole I fell
		& I fell clutching my heart & my soul.
		I am 33years old.

The xtasy & the agony.
	My heart & soul.
		At the seat of power, lay the world
		I have reached out to this world with my love & with the banner of my tribe	
		I have reached out for paradise 
		& I have still been denied
		denied by prejudice & denied by ignorance
		& I have been shunned
		& all that I have seen has been divided through intolerance
		& I have been warned that my attempts to woo this world will be 'bloody' -
		  costly.

		I have been close to death so many times
		I am a miracle to have survived
		I have learned many ways
		& of the science of magic.
		I am 41years old.

The lessoning.
	Deduction.
			I have withdrawn myself to the confines of my tribe
		from this I look upon your world with sad eyes
		& I leave the tribes of men to fight amongst themselves
		as it seems to be their desire
		yet in my heart lives paradise
		"I'm here if you want me".

		The war drags on.

Advancement.
	My tribe of one.
		Alike a lone tiger I have sought the truth
		Alike a general I have fought the beast
		I was made of the fire to sport of a deadly nature
		& to escape the grip of death,
		As a lone warrior of the 'apocolypse',
		An atrocity to be had by all
		I have won through
		To bring light to the world
		& as a man
		this lone tiger is set free
		I am 44 years old

THE WAR OF MY DARKENED YOUTH
	1/Born to hate, the pact of black-rule
		The ilimminnati is a path of rights & priviliges
		Cast down, my cat was lost to weakness
		Hidden secrets, no magic in hand
		there is a book of chains
		& a water lion in marriage
		Broken open, I was struck several hidden blows
		I blundered from beast to beast
		Attempting to find my soul
		Whilst the beasts fought each other
		The key to my heart, ILUMMINNATI
		Now my search for answers & culprits
		who did this
		I challenge the lies of society
	The barking & the biting
		Heavens threats, I was warned not to trespass
		manouvers, goaded by black I ventured my effort
		chain of command broken; I could not identify a leaders authority
		run & hide, I did all that I could to find a safe place within this conflict
		surrender to answers, the Angels search my path for perils
		(the search for causes & positions, their sky map)
	Invasion
		Find & seek, I look to find the cause of my wounds
		Replace lost hope, after the black attempt to conquer the galaxy, I try to turn 		the battle with my soul
		Cast the first stone, the black savage was turned from victory
		Seek authority of command,I reason with superiority
		Stumbling blocks, I found I could not acquire command level
		Fort-hold, this is my home, I shall command from here
		Rise to the gods, slowly I clear a path through darkness to find a royal 			command
		relieved of command, I explain my experience in detail & am retained at home
	Magic
		My life, I am a training marshall drake wizard & still silenced
		We will obey, as this is our right.  I am found & people enjoy me & share my 		banner
		We will enter the fight, star fleet command do we have permission to join with 		you
		the march through heavens gates, we rise to cast down the dark angels
		return of the kings
		I propose a treaty to respect the worlds of heaven
		each world should have a key to represent independence & government
		the flags of an world should be allied to the key of that world
		each flag should have a key to represent independence & government
		each person should have a key to represent idependence & government

		each species should have a key to represent independence & goverment
	2/RIGEL
		Please don't throw time marbles
		conspiracy of hell, I was planned to be a corrupt soul devouring & diseased 		flesh
		I have fought this continually with magic & I slowly break this curse
		Conquer the machine, an army of space-craft & soul controllers have 			attacked & we put powers to powers to battle & slowly the machine yields to 		the ilumminnati command code
		Win the hand of freedon, slowly the slaves realize
		My study of other kinds, I have come to realize that some beings are deadly & 		cruel
	EARTH
		The beast, the beast will devour the light & slowly his darkness will consume 		him
		My gradual success, slowly I push back the darkness
		finding EVE, eves body was explored by the eye to find her ability
		500 flags, during this fight I found 600 lover in the eye & spent 5 hours 			examining different relationships with them
		Carpet the earth, I placed the flags of love before the psychics of the world
		to attempt a union
	3/TIME TO CLEAN MY WORK
		I doctor my wounds
		darkness claims my life
		I chase this vile poison
		my brothers come free with love
		I accept my fate
		I am reborn
		I am put back together
TAKEN BY THE GODS
	There are new stars in the sky
		Fort hold never leaves
		I talk, I talk, I talk
		about peace, worship & heaven
		about race, religion & politics
		I walk at midnight
		time marbles at my door
		I am told to leave but never come back
		I was there but not again
		I am found out
		at deaths door
	spider captain
		at last I can pray for others
		Red worlds

		I run to my mother

		I am invited to marry
		my weakness is scorched
		At fort I attand to the damage (weak flags)

		the invaders continue
		the powers remain but do they get out alone
		constant attacks by hidden men
		I unmask the queens men
		I ask for peace

	Threatened fort hold

		I map my path & seal the beast
		I see freedom
		Prices rise
		Threats from all sides
		Offers from all sides
		he persuades to tease the beast
		he pronounces me dead
		I rise to the fight
		I do the deed free
		the beast is unleashed
		threats in the darkness
		the hells angels fail pride
		he leaves the union of damned hate
		I find the popes strength
	I see the sun godess raped
		I find her beauty
		My love is my pleasure
		My love is my wisdom
		My love is my beauty
		My love rules wisely
		My beauty rules wisely
		My beauty warms wisely
		UNIQUE
	scorched & tortured
		I will set you free
		I will find a way
		The fort rocks
		The fort holds
		refief come slowly
		fort hold

		I look for red friends
		turning friends & enemies (counter attack)
		I kiss a red ring
		rigel is pardoned
		hugs & kisses
4/I FIND A BOOK IN HEAVEN
		I fight so hard
		I find peices of paradise
		all this life I am a weakened soul
		I am found to be a child
		I am asked to study
		I DENY REFUSING PRIDE
		my house is used to house me
		I move from pillar to post many more times before I am born to an active hand

		The pain & the pleasure
		I fight the lost cause & regain chapter & verse
		Pirseus, my beloved child, your love is to be a starshine
		Riches
		I bless the ring
		I attempt galactic advances seeking peace & security
		I am a poor man with a rich heart

		MANY FELL TODAY

		savages
		"cut off his head"

SOLDIER OF THE GODS,
	MY SOUL PROVIDER
		as a child I was posessed by the dark
		slow I am to find choice
		I am broken open & denied me
		I find heaven
		I find my life
		Pirseus, my beloved child, your love is to be a starshine

	FALSE GODS & MONSTERS
		they are beyond life
		in the darkness
		beyond the stars
		they are the death of things
		things that hold to them
		they know no-more than they are
		& then they are not

	QUEENS
		she is the beauty that warms
		my precious love
		I carry her
		upon guilded wings
		she is a sister to the gods
		the greatest beauty in the universe
		I carry her
		through heaven & eternity

	I RISE I RISE I RISE AGAIN
		I die many times
		I live many more
		I fight many times
		I even the score
		for heaven I quest
		forever I adore
		for all good souls
		I write this lore

	DEMON FLEET
		they chase me through the universe
		they die at every stroke
		my brothers hold strong
		the demons blood spills
		an abomination
		they stain the universe with darkness
		we champion the light
		& cast their vile-poison into non-existance

	THE BLACK-HOLE WAR
		everywhere I turn I am attacked
		my brothers divide to conquer
		stones the size of the cosmos
		thrown by giants
		weapons of terror
		we attack again & again
		we attack relentlessly
		slowly the enemy is weakened
		slowly the enemy is removed

MAPS/HEAVEN & EARTH
	I count 75 infinty stones
		I remove them
	I count 8000000000000years
		I count 12000000000000 worlds
		reduced to 8000000000000 worlds
		I count 17000000000000000000000000souls
	I count 1700 space fleets
		reduced to 85 space fleets
	I count 800 species
		plus 390 android species
	I see 1200000000 galaxies
		I see 150000000000000 years
		I see 38000000000000000000000000 light years

I see the holy-bible
 It has sold the illuminatti to the devil
 for a paltry sum
 He would eat the godess
 & make me his slave
 I have gone to war against him
 I will win this war
 I am saving you from a fate worse than death

I see the earth occult
I see the world jewish conspiracy
		8000 years ago
		the bible brood began
		7000 years ago
		the bible blood began
		3000 years in my future
		I see 40000000000000 people
		reduced to canibals & whores
		1000 years beyond that
		I see alien intervention
		with jesus the peace lord
		to hold sway over man
		with his monkey army
		all are condemned as unclean
		to feed the fires of hell
		man is to be fed to the beast & slaughter
		& woman is condemned to the beast man & slaughter
		140,000 years in the future
		the oceans can no-longer support life
		I see space stations
		filled with drugged whores & android caretakers
		with an organization controlled by a privileged few men
		The remains of man is an army created of brain altered men
		made to perform tasks  to suit their masters
		they are mere slaves whom no only pain
		they are not permitted sex

I see the devil strive
	the demon worbok the devourer
		eventually would destroy the universe
		with an black-hole grown by death-robots
		to consume the heavens
		& he would run as fast as his ship could carry him
		to beyond this destruction
		once safe he would replicate his ship
		& its cargo of 4 species
		& upon his death he would rely on re-incarnations of himself
		to perpetuate their suffering

I see bline
		he is 8000 worlds strong
		& 700 food worlds
		this is his plan, his goal

I see the kings of darkness
	attempting to destroy suesrip ecraep nivel
		they have atempted to destroy the universe
		at this point they say we have only 1300 surviving worlds
		they have failed in this attempt
		they have lost this war

I see 77 interstellar wars before me
		these have grown to 1700
		to this day

HEAVEN SENT/WAND WEAVER
		I have changed time & space
		to create heaven
		throughout the universe
		many times I have gone forth
		to claim the light of my brothers truth
		& my sisters freedom
		I see 18000000000000 worlds
		reduced to 14000000000000 worlds

	& my future reveals
		8000000000000000000000000 galaxies
		of 5000 worlds each
		I see 150000000 space fleets
		& I see forever
		& my brothers govern 1000000000000000000000000 of these galaxies
		I see 4 dragon saints
		they are the eternal champions

		The federation is born

BROTHERS SISTERS COMRADES
we are the infinite beauty of god
we carry heaven

	The essence of drogue sexuality
		(the weird & the wonderful)
		I was born to wanking whilst enjoying an sexual magazine.
		Whilst urinating upon a pathway
		an woman said to me
		"it's alright, I'm a nurse, I've seen it all before".
		Once whilst I was wanking
		an alien said that I was not accorded to the power
		(the wierd & the wonderful)
		I looked into the eye & saw aliens indulging in sex
		clearly
		An spirit said I should embrace nudity
		my mother was offended & I dressed
		I saw much pornography through a computor
		much of this was public nudity
		I attempted to correspond
		& a woman was offended & complained
		I returned to the computor
		the essence of drogue sexuality
		is to satisfy oneself & others in the process

	1000years after the beginning the universe became black
		& the beast chose woman as his bride

		the world jewish conspiracy & the jupiter alliance
		man was to be sold to the beast & slaughter
		& woman was to be sold to the beast, man & slaughter
		thus man would preserve his seat in heaven

	I am 8,000000000000years after the begining
		FROM THE ASH OF ALL TIME CAME THE LIGHT
		AFTER THE LIGHT CAME ME
		I AM THE ASH OF ALL TIME
		the course of beast, insidious, bline, beauty, divine are taking place in heaven
		the travel of birth death conquest birth death & REBIRTH are taking place in 	heaven

		the black plan was to undo the ages & to undo the ilumminnati
		they had reduced the people from 12,000,000,000,000worlds
		to 8,000,000,000,000worlds
		they had reduced interstellar unions from 1200
		to 85
		their plan was 8000beast worlds & 700 sacrifice worlds
		I have revived the universe to 18000,000,000,000,
		& battle has reduced these to 14000,000,000,000
		there was an further attack against our future
		& 8000,000,000,000,
		    000,000,000,000,
		    000,000,000,000,
		    000,000,000,000,
		galaxies of 5000worlds each have been found in my heart

		& the earth has 358 000 000 000 000 souls throughout time
		
held to my power

stories from my brothers/stories of my brothers

	My brother ghost
		The green-dragon represents my eternal spirit
		My wish-attack craft are the finest vessels in the fleet
		Their power is held to divine truth
		their weapons can rupture any power known to darkness
		as long as the eye can see, the wish will be
		(a lie wish is but a lie wish)
		A phantom wish being can pass through darkness
		To land at the feet of divine worship

		ANGEL HEART
		with all brothers might
		we heal the light
		within our sight
		to make things right
		we fight this fight
		to lift the sky
		there hold worlds high
		safe in our cry
		evil will die
		loves heart will shine
		in suesrip ecraep nivel lives
		angels divine

	My brothers holy-plant is a plum (purple skin, yellow hearth, heart-stone, tree)
	my sisters holy-plant a grape (green skin, bunches, many seeds, vine)

	man is alikened to a rustic-gaunt fruit (ground weed, orange fruit)
	I am replacing this lowly weed with a purple-grape

	the king-of-kings holy-plant is grass (food for the masses, green, uniform, flowering)
	the god-of-gods holy-plant is a pine nut

	the parliament holy-plant is the rose-bush

suesrip ecraep nivel admiral4
		I will come here
		For your horde
		To be horde
		For your horde
		I am yours for
		Your horde
		Now horde is your horde
		So be horde
		Now horde is
		My horde

Star Destroyer
		Star Destroyers in flight
		Billions & billions through the night
		Turn & turn & turn to fight
		Star Destroyers in the night

		Star Destroyers brothers might
		Forever love forever right
		Heaven held within our light
		Star destroyers we delight

FOREVER
		The home of the crown of the divine
		The gardens of paradise
		& the houses of the holy
		
		Abundant beauty
		For the immortals
		Absorbed in the rituals
		Of love & life

		Blessed are the gentle
		For they are the children
		Of heaven
		& strong
		To grow
		With god

Ol-suesrip-ecraep-nivel
I introduce myself
I heal the immortal-mind
The love-godess, I give, to heal the heart of woman
The love-god, I give, to heal the heart of man
Ol-suesrip-ecraep-nivel
My self I wish forever true
The godess I wish to be forever free
Her lover is welcome
The best paradise/the paradise of the gods
Ol-suesrip-ecraep-nivel
I am the perfect army
woman/she is my godess, my queen, my consort
she deserves to be carried on guilded-wings through heaven
her lover is welcome
The best paradise/the paradise of the gods
Ol-suesrip-ecreap-nivel
I am the man of all time

OUR GODESS A TRIBUTE

You are my love
You light my heart
Strong & brave
Do not depart

You hold my love
& build my heart
Without you, we fall apart
Those that remain
Attempt & restart
To rebuild our love
& heavens heart

Your love mighty
alike the black-holes
That clean the heavens
Our love bright & succulent
alike the stars
That light the sky
Take care my loves

PLUM
On the field of honor
We offer a fair fight for both arguments

If our argument is lost
We will leave the combat zone

The godess is my illuminatti queen
She will be fully adorned
I carry her
& I carry the garden of peace for her

THIS STORY IS A VISION OF HELL DEFEATED BY GODS SPELLS